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BAMAN AND PIDERMAN IS AWESOME!
i watched the whole things with da wolf buddyof thinmgs!
i would tell you more about my summer but it cant be told quite yet
OH! to be random:
My current fav songs!
SMILE EMPTY SOUL-WITH THIS KNIFE
if you know, um i feels of such on this song cus of previouls love crap so yea i still love this song though its so...i dunno...MUHAHAH WITH THIS KNIFE!
sometimes i wished i coudl do that...cut out that stuff....the feelings and such that felt like slowly buruing memoires and sadnss of weirdy negativity
PLUMB-SAY YOUR NAME
just because..i like it ok, dont judge but yea, um like the previous description on the song above this....
only with a bit of a different reasons and thoughts to it...
still love it though because it makes me feel better when im down and i like listening to it in teh rain and just glancing up into the sky
one part went "I try to be strong But I keep dreaming of you Oh I really wish This was easy to do But I've never felt this Tied up and helpless And all that I know Is you're gone How do I let go?" so yea, i remembered i use to get these very detailed and weird dreams...some with alot of blood and once i even died in the end, after cutting myself all over and crap but lets not go there please
META-THE WOLF
(it was shown to me by my wolf buddy and if your getting this from me, THIS IS THE WOLF BUDDY THEME! grrrrrr dont steal XD jk but seriously...wolf buddy theme XD)
HERO-SUPERCHIC
My older brother showed me this song a long time ago, um...i was...14? (im 17 now) but yea, it stuck with me,and then i watched the movie "to save a life" and this song soooo matches that movie, no wonder it was the credits music ^_^
but yea, i tend to find myself singing it or whatever and i just like it, it also holds a good memory form back when i lived at me old house...
i watched the whole things with da wolf buddyof thinmgs!
i would tell you more about my summer but it cant be told quite yet
OH! to be random:
My current fav songs!
SMILE EMPTY SOUL-WITH THIS KNIFE
if you know, um i feels of such on this song cus of previouls love crap so yea i still love this song though its so...i dunno...MUHAHAH WITH THIS KNIFE!
sometimes i wished i coudl do that...cut out that stuff....the feelings and such that felt like slowly buruing memoires and sadnss of weirdy negativity
PLUMB-SAY YOUR NAME
just because..i like it ok, dont judge but yea, um like the previous description on the song above this....
only with a bit of a different reasons and thoughts to it...
still love it though because it makes me feel better when im down and i like listening to it in teh rain and just glancing up into the sky
one part went "I try to be strong But I keep dreaming of you Oh I really wish This was easy to do But I've never felt this Tied up and helpless And all that I know Is you're gone How do I let go?" so yea, i remembered i use to get these very detailed and weird dreams...some with alot of blood and once i even died in the end, after cutting myself all over and crap but lets not go there please
META-THE WOLF
(it was shown to me by my wolf buddy and if your getting this from me, THIS IS THE WOLF BUDDY THEME! grrrrrr dont steal XD jk but seriously...wolf buddy theme XD)
HERO-SUPERCHIC
My older brother showed me this song a long time ago, um...i was...14? (im 17 now) but yea, it stuck with me,and then i watched the movie "to save a life" and this song soooo matches that movie, no wonder it was the credits music ^_^
but yea, i tend to find myself singing it or whatever and i just like it, it also holds a good memory form back when i lived at me old house...
I HAVE A NEW ACCOUNT
time to start out clean and get a new account.
https://www.deviantart.com/kairishepherdart
Went to the bar/ICD
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Now for a short story about what happened the other day...
also another excuse to dumping icons I dumped onto my page and wanna keep..also IDC is icon dump...meaninging at the end of the journal i put alot of icons i wanna remember there.
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Once upon a time, I was with my Nick just hanging out and I get a text from my wolfbuddy who works at the Legion/ a Bar and he wanted to talk to me abou
ICD/I HAVE REAPPERED! Also..OCs and stooof
AHHHHH I wrote the Journal I accidentally pressed something that made it all go away
~cryforeverplz (https://www.deviantart.com/cryforeverplz)
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HELLLLLO!!
Anyway! Sorry It has been a while since I had been on here necessarily.. :iconsweatdropplz:
I shall try to come back and catch up with some of my artwork.
I have been doing art and uploading it, but on two other sites:
Tumblr:
https://kairishepherdart.tumblr.com/
Furaffinity:
http://www.furaffinity.net/user/kairitheshepherdcross/
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Classes are over.
and here i am locked out of my apartment.
i feel so alone right now. like my existence is more in the way of others that it is benefiting people.
times like now i wonder about why am i even here.
its raining now. i feel scared to be honest.
scared of losing someone important to me, i love him but now i wonder if i am in the way...but i am selfish and just want to be with him...
or well i just want to be alone right now. sit in the rain and listen to music.
i walked home and almost cried. I am sorry for submitting depressing journals....
also sorry i haven't been on here for months..lots happens...
love isnt just a trap or lie is it?
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